Farooque Shaikh : As I knew him.

Farouque Sheikh
Farouque Sheikh

Some people are larger than life. Farooque Saheb was one of them. This morning I woke up to the news of his passing away and for a few minutes, it just did not sink in… It was not as if we talked or messaged on daily basis a phone call once in a year, a few messages exchanged was enough. When it came to greetings on festive occasions, more often than not I found myself replying to his greetings, and he beat me to it again, just a few days back on Christmas eve.

He was a celebrity,and one does not expect them to take initiative in maintaining relationships, and yet he was a man who took efforts to maintain relationships.

I still remember, like it happened yesterday, when a few years ago I received a handwritten letter from him asking for Dr. Zarina Sani’s book (which was not in publication) and our subsequent phone calls. It was his encouragement that made me start the Devanagari transcriptions of that Ammi’s works so that it can reach a wider audience. I will forever be indebted to him for that little push which I needed at that time;  when I did not believe I would be able to take up such a big task. He not only encouraged me to start the work, he took active interest in knowing what stage the work is in. When I published “Ekkyavan” on http://zarinasani.org, he wanted to have it in print, for his collection.

Farouque Saheb you will be missed and always remembered fondly. I see yet another vacuum in my life that can never be filled.

क्या कहिये मुझे क्या याद आया

मजरूह की यह नज़म मुझे बेहद पसंद है। एक मीठा सा भोलापन और भीनी-भीनी खुशबू है इसमें जो मेरे अंदर बस गयी है इसे पढ़ने के बाद। मग़रिब में वो तारा एक चमका, फिर शाम का परचम लहराया शबनम सा वो मोती इक टपका, फ़ितरत ने आँचल फैलाया नज़रें बहकी, दिल बहला, क्या कहिये मुझे … Continue reading क्या कहिये मुझे क्या याद आया

Don’t say goodbye

My friend, today you are in a better place where pain does not exist, and I see you happy. Your body has left us but your love, the bond we shared lives within me and within everyone you loved so dearly. When I look at the rainbow I reach you as you watch the sun rise … Continue reading Don’t say goodbye

वीरानी

अब न रहा वो साज़ जो सात सुर बजायेगा टूट के निकलते हैं अल्फाज़ जुबाँ से मीठी बातों से अब ये दिल न बहल पायेगा पुराने किस्सों की मत करो बातें मुझसे दर्द जो छिपा रक्खा था, फिर उभर आयेगा मत दोहराओ चाँद के, तारों का किस्से जख्म अभी सूखा नहीं है; छेड़ोगे तो तड़प … Continue reading वीरानी

अब तो कोई आयेगा

घर की देवढी पर बैठी मैं कजरारे नैनों से ताकूं सारे रस्ते सगरी बस्ती सब सोते हैं, बस मैं जागूँ भोर भये मैं देखूँ सूरज शाम ढले मैं तारे बांचूँ क्या आओगे आप सवेरे या शाम चंदा के संग आँचल थामे ये बाट निहारूँ सूने आँगन धूप खिली फिर फूल सजे बगिया में मेरी छत … Continue reading अब तो कोई आयेगा

Dad’s fall and the hospital he was admitted to.

it was a regular Monday morning chaos till the time I received a call from Mom saying that Dad has fallen down the stairs and is not responding. Thing went from crazy chaos to urgency suddenly and we rushed, 10kms away, where they live. As we were driving, Tarique called Dr. Anup Marar, Director, Orange City … Continue reading Dad’s fall and the hospital he was admitted to.

15 years of motherhood

One of the best thing that has happened to me has been motherhood. I so vividly remember the day Aasim was born, it seems it all happend just yesterday. As a child came to us with clever one liners and sometimes very weird questions  (he still does sometimes) and some of the things that he said … Continue reading 15 years of motherhood